Beeing here like a dream... My own world... :-)

piątek, 18 grudnia 2009

love love love

MJJ you're my sweetheart. I love you from the bottom of my heart and I always will. Remember about me every day when you're there and you're looking at me. I'm almost crying at the moment because I saw an ocean of ove, this love was all around us and I felt how warm it is. Michael I know that you are loving and pure, and you knew that you are famous that people love you so you talked a lot about children suffer from pain. You were full of unconditial love towards another human. And you wanted to show them, to say them only a few worlds like I love you, you're or me important. You knew that it's important for you so it also must be important for another people, if they even don't care or aren't aware of this. Every meeting with you is incredible for me. I know that you were lonely, but you loved and still love your children. you said that you want them to say only good things about you so you're adorable father, or even sweet daddy. I believe in this cause I sam how they loved you, how small Prince put his hand on your head or Paris was keeping your leg. They wanted to say: daddie I love you, please be with me never leave me alone...I need you... Wat was fantastic and you said this in the interviev at 1983 that people want to hold you, shake your hand and you dont think it's something wrong. You answered it's so nice , don't be afraid they don't want to hurt me. You knew that we love you, you knew that we need you, you were only one person we were in millions groups....but you found a time for us-your fans, you were really polite. I love you Michael I miss you. You will be always in my hart, your music gave me and is still giving a second life. You are my idol, person which learns me what I have to do to have happy life. you're my everything. When I see you I'm in seven heaven...I wish you were still with me...You show me that I don't need to be afraid, that I have to be self-conscious, know that I can be useful to the world, I can help people. You told me that I must continue what you started. I have to do it and I really want to. Sometimes I think that the time is passing...My 25 anniversairy will be soon and wat I will be able to achieve? If I miss this time of my youth I'll be very sad. But time's passing, don't be afraid you say. Be only a good person and it will be enough. Know that you will be changing, but if you will be wise and not under pressure you can cope with it. Thank you MJJ. Once again I'd like to tell you that I love you very much, I pray for you and your sweet children every day. I'm really happy that you released your album Dangerous in the day of my birth. Now I know that it was the happiest day in my life to be alieve, because I can hear and see you. My seet Michael, tchank you so much. I really miss you. I love you. What can I give you more than my unconditial love...forever. You're my the best fried you show me that I have to be strong and life is worth living. You're incredible. THANK YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
forever yours Ewa